Have you met anyone who you never seem to get, I mean — you can never understand the meaning behind your interactions. Pardon me but I’m probably the most clueless person on earth when it comes to human interaction. I guess part of it as well is the fact that I can’t look straight into his eyes when he talks to me, therefore it’s harder for me to comprehend what he is trying to communicate.
But whatever it is, there is that little something that makes him react differently around me — or that little something that sparks his eyes when he notices I’m around. He tries to have a longer conversation but I try to avoid it, I’m afraid he reads the stuff I put in here and that he would know why I can’t remember my order when I’ve been getting the exact same thing within the last 6months.
The tone of his voice when he talks to me suggests he wants to hear me talk back more, BUT THEN again maybe I’m just reading this all wrong. Maybe he is just awkward like that, maybe he just enjoys seeing a familiar face every morning grabbing the exact same order, maybe I just never meant to get to know him at all; either way, I can’t be spend anymore time thinking over these things when I have a pile of work waiting to be done.